Endearing Teddy Bear Memories

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Back to post. Its like more then one week never post liao. As was really busy with works and stuff la. lol Well things are going quite smoothly in works and relationship. And i am really very glad and appreciate his changes towards me. Somehow i am just feeling so lucky lor. Haha Anyway Christmas is coming, i hope i will be able to off on Christmas eve ba. Alright i got to go. Will update soon, Good Night!

Thursday, November 05, 2009
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Friday, October 30, 2009

Had been quite busy because of work. Just started work at Sianeder almost a week ago. Work was not bad. So far so good. First three day sales was not bad. Till the fourth day i started to work alone in the shop at SSC outlets. First day was at AMK hub, second third fourth days was at SSC. Well, i just realise that SSC outlet crowds is not very good. Hopfully tomorrow sales will be better. Today i am off! The feeling is like long time never have a good sleep le. lol

Though i had been busy working, but i feel much more better then nothing to do. P.C had changed, and i appreciate it lots... P.E still not bad. Haha I had forefit the two months contract after the mini cold fight. Now things had so called settle and back to normal le. lol At least i have peace for the time being. Next tuesday i hope nothing will goes wrong again. ^.^

Looking forward to New Zealand trips and bright future!

Friday, October 30, 2009
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Restless, Hopeless, Emo

Friday, October 16, 2009

Yesterday was really a emo day la. Went to CK-Tangs do my stuff then headed down to woodlands meet Alicia and Vernisa. After that accompany Alicia go eat lunch at Long John at north point, and Vernisa will go down to Clark Quay for dental. Ahh...Really very pek chek yesterday la. Suddenly i'm not angry, not sad, but really feel very hopeless liao lor. Haiz... After we finished our food, En Qing Jie Fu came and join us, then went to Breeks Cafe for dessert. Jie Fu treat's. So nice of him. Thank you^^ Then sis and i will walk walk around lor, Jie Fu went home eat dinner then come down join us again. lol Really very xian mu sis la... Everytime like that one...>.< _=" thanks">~!@#$%^&* I guess that is a good chance for him to ask whatever he want la...Wah lao, again, they become more and more mushy lor, and QQWW infront of me as if i'm not there like that, i'm like so bright there. =_= And heart was screaming to Vernisa for help!!! Well, never mind, use to it can liao... And so, after last night, my dear sis Alicia really attached liao, that means she is gonna pao qi Vernisa and me again. LOL

Really play untill i have nothing better to ask la. So my last one is i dare someone to do something stupid and i guess its quite tough. lol Don't know why after drinking, i can say out many nonsense and really dare to say it out one lor. Damn it! Roar!!! Ok la, not so bad as last time. My mouth its super accurate lor. Everytime whatever things comes out from Alicia and my mouth sure will happen one day one lor.... Argh!!! We must go eat "zai" for one month for cleansing liao.

Nothing better to do today, last minute don't need to go for meeting, and feel kinda restless. Later maybe will accompany mummy to go TPY then night maybe will join Vibe and others for pubbing again. zzz Gonna fall in love with night life liao. But really feel restless today la, don't know why also. Mind is really blank. Sis go enjoy and meet jie fu de parent liao, so sure no time for us liao >.<"

Got to go le. Byee!

Friday, October 16, 2009
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Met Lin Jie ah di today for steamboat buffet dinner at bugis beach hotel there. Eat till we super full sia. I ate lots of scallops. Yum yum yummy!!! LOL Then Lin Jie ate lots of mutton's and beefs. Really full till we cannot walk properly sia. After that went to Bugis Junction to shop shop. Ah di bought one Polo Spirit wallet and i bought a pink checker dress from FOX. After that we buy ice-cream eat, then walked from bugis to esplanade take bus 171 home. lol It was a long ride. But when we reach Seleta there, saw those bus uncle came up and wanna check card. Because lin jie was using his younger brother student ez-link, scare got fine, then we alight in the middle of high way. =.= That bus stop is really iry lor, some more no bus and hard to get cab. Waited for about 15mins then saw one cab pass by. Lin's was like so excited waving at the taxi like crazy man like that. LMAO And finally that taxi uncle saw us. Yeah! Then headed home. LOL Ok la, i lazy to post liao. Update soon. Byee!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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Happy Hour!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Yesterday was an awesome day! Met Vibe and we had a great outing. It was really long since i last seen her. Went for shopping at ION and Bugis, dinner and pubbing with some of her friends. It was fun. I had a great night. Learned how to play guessing dices, sticking 21-dian and some other games. Also learned how to speak some Vietnam languages and Thai language. LOL Both of us bought a pair of shoes each and changed it on the spot. haha funny la both of us. haha She taught me some of her language and i taught her some of my language. Wanted to ask Glanice along but she really MIA liao. zzz We drank like 3 bottles of Martell sia. lol Ok la, there are five of us. Not so bad cos beside Vibe and i, the rest are all guys, they have drink well... haha

Vibe and me ^^

we are in the pub!

Martell mix with green tea is nice!

Drank quite a lot last night, good thing is i can fall asleep easier. lol reach home around 4am. Slept around 5am. And i'm not going out today le. Very tired. lol haha Aright i go do my stuff le. Byee!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009
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Sunday, October 11, 2009

Met Alicia at her house downstair then headed to yishun mrt station to meet E.Q. After that went to Norman house to take back my discs. I guess if its not Alicia, i think this mission will fail again. As when the time we reach his house he smsed me asking me to come another day. Cause the discs is at his uncle house. =_= We were like wanna puke blood liao. He is trying to be funny lor. Happy happy put half portion of my discs at Lay Peng house, then another portion put at his uncle house. Then thanks to Alicia la, fierce enough to talk to him. Cool man!!! He very power la, took three months to return me stuff. Some more must split to two days and two places. sigh *shake head X2*. After that walked over to Yishun GV to buy movie tickets, then each lunch at the Japanese Food Court. Then buy tibits from cold storage, just nice by the time we reach the cinema, commercia just started not long ago only. The movie was awesome and interesting la. lol After movie, walked to Alicia house hang out. Yukiki fur fly all around. =_=''' Then Alicia kept teasing me and shooting me by say "Vernisa!!!". Argh!!! this is a secret so cannot tell you guys what izzit mean, but its something not very nice to me, but good for some people there who keep laughing... >.<"" After that cab home with E.Q. Now blogging time! lol

Well finally he gave me a reply through msn... And seriously i really don't know whether i want to believe him or not, as i feel so...haiz i also don't know how to express my feeling out. I want to believe him, but i really have doubt in it. Well, who right who wrong. Let's forget it then. I forgive. And i have to pray for his grandma who is in ICU now. Sigh* Recently see lots of sheng lao bing si stuff. Life seems to be so fragile and weak. Its so precious then anything else. That shows that we should really treasure it and spend it in a correct, positive way, and most importantly we must be happy. No point keeping those hatred and anger with us. Really no point. I just realise that when a person is dead, all the hatred, angers, everything will just disappear and vanish...

Sunday, October 11, 2009
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Life is like so damn complicated!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Haiz... Life SUX, seriously i find my life really cannot make it. Happy moment is very little and short. Stress is everywhere. Sometimes i really wonder why am i working so hard, why am i taking words and stuff, everything so seriously? Every time i tell myself to heck care stuff, but i still care so much. I just hate myself for being so silly every time. No matter at home, at outside, at everywhere, every issue, every cases, i take it so serious. Sometimes i think soft hearted may not be good... Now i am loss, totally loss. I don't know what i want. My mind totally blank now. I realise my patience is getting weaker then last time. I miss the old me. Though last time de me is really naive, but at least i am happier then now. Why must let me know so many things, so many experiences? I am tired. Why am i always the middle person? Why always me? why why why? Why recently things will not go on smoothly? Things doesn't go on well recently, no matter in work, in career, in family, in relationship, everything's in a big mess.... Why my thinking is so negative now a days? Everything is not like before. Why those adults is still thinks and handle things like so childish? Why i can understand but they don't???

Nobody will understand how i'm feeling right now. I really gonna break down soon. My life may have more freedom now, but i really miss those olden days. Haiz... why things will become like that? No peace, no harmony... Its really sickening....

Today went to meet my buddy Alicia and Venisa for lunch. We are like damn funny la. Because i over slept today, Alicia waited for me till really hungry. So she went to eat first at Long John Silver. Then when i reach North Point, accompany Venisa to eat mashed potato at KFC, as she can't eat anything else. Then finally my turn to eat. Went to subway, as i don't feel like eating any fried food. LOL Accompany Venisa untill 4pm as she need to go work. As we were killing time, we were like shooting each other especially to Alicia. LOL hahahaha Then headed to Alicia place to rot. She were busying talking on phone, sms-ing and sleep cos she not feeling very well la.then me and Yukiki (Alicia dog) rotting with laptop. lol Around 7pm, Daryl called me down for dinner and hang out, so ok lor, since i nothing to do anyway also want Alicia to rest la. So went down to meet Daryl lor. Ate at Buddy Haoggies again. zzz Then headed down to Yishun Safra to enjoy aircon and chit chat then play swing. While swinging, we got so called sing along session. lol Sang nan ren nu ren, zhu wo sheng ri kuai le, nobody, and many many more. Both of us like crazy people like la. Then shouted out loud. Course both of us not in a very good mood today la. lol After that we cab home sweet home...

Really very very pissed off now. I gonna give up hopes le... seriously gonna shut down soon. Haiz.....

Saturday, October 10, 2009
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